thE hElpEr :)

She helps every each and one of the people that came to her, seeking for answers. She never turns down any of them.

It’s not because of her nature… but her heart itself…

She has a heart of a gem, always thinking of others before herself.

She sheltered those who cry, she cheers up those who needed sunshine, she guided those who was lost and smiled for those who needed encouragement…

It’s never easy doing so… as she knew, she could never fulfil each and every single one of the problems.

But she tries. She tries very hard, sometimes even harming herself…

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“Stop doing this, you’re not helping at all”, people would say, time and time again.

Whenever she hears that, her soul crumbles… but her intentions never wavered. She changes her ways and again, she tried, again and again…

“You’re helping her but I’m left here, forgotten”, some would say.

But again, she tries harder. For both sides, again and again…

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She knows…

She knows that people’s intentions and thoughts are always different… but she also knew that their hearts have always been the same…

Everyone wants the best for themselves.

Everyone wants to reach to the top.

Everyone hates being left behind.

Everyone doesn’t want to leave anything behind, either.

She knew it very well…

Because she’s been there… She’s been at the very bottom of it.

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Like it always happens, when helping others out, we will be rewarded…

[ WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND ]

[ YOU’LL GET WHAT YOU GAVE ]

But that was never her intention. She never wanted to take back what she’s given… she never asked people to repay her… she never questioned people of her deeds…

She was sincere…

But no one knew about it. No one had the slightest idea of what she’s been doing… they ignored her presence, they ignored her help, they ignored her good-will…

Yet, she never gave up.

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During cold, winter nights, she would worry about those who weren’t warm, through the heat of summer evenings, she would worry about those who burned…

She was selfless…

And look where it got her ?

She made it.

She made it to the other side, where the grass was greener…

She made it with her own effort with her own sweat and tears…

She wanted to scream, “I told ya I’d do it! Look at me now, world!”….. but she didn’t.

She knew she did her best… and that was just what she wanted. To do her best.

Well, she wasn’t ignored now…

so instead of screaming, she whispered to the world…

J I told you so J